Nov 5, 2008

Maybe tomorrow

Maybe tomorrow will be a better day, one can only hope. Today was a day where I woke up feeling a bit pessimistic. You see, my boss is off this week with his wife and their newborn. I have worked without him in the past, but it always makes for more office drama when I don't have him to help put out the fires.
Today it just seemed that there was one complicated patient after another with no time to catch a breather. Even my lunch break was taken with a meeting... By about 3 pm I had taken to staring at the wall in between patients and drinking my bottled water to stifle the tears.
Hopefully it's just the moods of pregnancy, and maybe those of you who have been had the pregnant hormones before can tell me it will all be better soon. But I see her on my couch now, after just working through two piles of charts I brought home, and I think to myself, this kind of sucks. I need to sit with my knitting for a while and try to get into a zen place.

4 comments:

BammerKT said...

I had that during the last three or so months of my pregnancy. I used to go get in the shower so I could cry in private lol. I didn't think my ex would be able to understand, so it was just easier that way. It seemed like it was just harder to handle stress and being overloaded. Hang in there, it won't last forever.

Julie and David said...

I can't relate b/c I've never been pregnant. However, when I do get pregnant I have you and Jacqueline to tell me its just the hormones :) Hope you have a better day tomorrow!!

Shari said...

Yes it is hormones, they do funny things to us. At the other end when you get old like me you cry too. I can cry over a sad song. Go figure. Can't wait for your new little girl. Tell Amber to give me your address so I can mail you a knitted gift

mamie said...

Hormones are rough any day for any woman at any time.